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I have this incredible fear. In fact, I’ve carried it around with me for a few years now. The fear is that Mr. MPB’s younger brother and his wife (whom we adore) will have a baby before us. . Last night this fear became a reality. It feels like the world is crashing in on me. I am devastated for us, when I should be happy for them. Thinking about it brings… Read More

As an established expert in recurrent pregnancy loss and miscarriage, I have a lot of opinions / thoughts / experiences in baby loss. And now as we venture further and further into the adoption world, I have started to discover the similarities between recurrent pregnancy loss and adoption. Both Processes Are All Consuming Trying to conceive, waiting for miscarriages to physically occur and working through the emotional recovery is all consuming. It… Read More