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I am trying to believe, I really am. But I have one nagging thought that I just cannot shake. We’ve lost 5 babies, why should this be any different? I want nothing more than to bring Baby MBP home with us. I want nothing more than to finally be a real mother. I want nothing more than to be able support and love our child as they grow up. But, life has… Read More
Recently we were talking with our potential birth mom about the fact that she expects to be induced around 39 weeks (of course, assuming baby doesn’t arrive sooner). First, she asked if it was okay with us if she is induced. Which, so far as I’m concerned as nothing to do with us, but everything to do with her. We have no influence on how or when she delivers. That’s a decision… Read More
My Perfect Breakdown 