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Today, I am doubting my decision not to be working. And so, I sit here questioning myself. I know what we want (healthy pregnancy), and I know why we’ve made the decision for me to stop working in order to promote a healthy pregnancy by removing myself form a very unhealthy, high stress, long hour job). But yet, doubt exists. Doubt is ever present. Doubt it at the forefront of my thoughts…. Read More
I don’t often go here, both in my writing and in my day to day life. I try to stay far, far away from these feelings, but I’m jumping in head first for the next few moments. I never hate, and yet today, I am full of hate for our hurt. I feel frustration. I feel desperate for a solution or even just an answer. I feel so desperate right now. I… Read More
My Perfect Breakdown 