My Perfect Breakdown

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As many of us in the IF/RPL community know, our lives are not going to the plan we expected. Many of us have been forced to learn some very hard lessons about life. We learn to shift our perspective. We learn to change our expectations. We learn to lower our standards (of ourselves and society). We learn to find faith in places we didn’t expect (religion, science, etc.). We learn to nurture… Read More

I am still fearful. I am fearful that we could end up pregnant this month and that I am not receiving the right type of care. I am fearful that if we do end up pregnant this month, we are destined to miscarry due to the impossibly low progesterone number. I will not dwell in the fear. I cannot dwell in it. I am still angry. We all assumed that I am… Read More