My Perfect Breakdown


As we are entering into a time in our lives where we will have absolutely no control and I’m struggling with the ambiguity of day-to-day life.  Honestly, while things are generally going really, really, amazingly well, every single day something happens that we have no ability to predict.  And I am really struggling with the uncertainty.  I get that with everything adoption, nothing goes according to plan. But then again, in life,… Read More

In my part of the world they say to get a pap smear every three years if you are a women without symptoms of cervical cancer from age 25-69 who are, or have been, sexually active (source). So today was my date with my family doctor and a speculum. Was I thrilled?  Nope. Was I terrified, like I was getting my IUD inserted or that ultrasound a few months ago?  Nope.  I… Read More