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I am still fearful. I am fearful that we could end up pregnant this month and that I am not receiving the right type of care. I am fearful that if we do end up pregnant this month, we are destined to miscarry due to the impossibly low progesterone number. I will not dwell in the fear. I cannot dwell in it. I am still angry. We all assumed that I am… Read More
I don’t often go here, both in my writing and in my day to day life. I try to stay far, far away from these feelings, but I’m jumping in head first for the next few moments. I never hate, and yet today, I am full of hate for our hurt. I feel frustration. I feel desperate for a solution or even just an answer. I feel so desperate right now. I… Read More
My Perfect Breakdown 