My Perfect Breakdown


This week has been insane. The whole unexpected adoption re-evaluation has taken up way more energy and effort then either one of us would have preferred. (Really, if I’m honest we would have preferred to just avoid this whole RPL / adoption situation entirely). And at the same time we’ve been continuing to deal with other adoption necessities as we need to keep organizing our information and finding impossible documents for our… Read More

My heart hurts. My soul is in pieces My body is no longer my own. My uterus is literally a piece of useless anatomy. . I am no longer whole. I am a stranger to myself. I am exhausted. I am beaten. . For the first time, I feel like it might be best to end this chapter. I don’t want to continue hurting. In fact, part of me knows that I… Read More