My Perfect Breakdown

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For the first time in almost 2.5 years, I do not know the monthly calendar based on cycle days. I do not know where I am in my cycle, maybe CD 21ish?  maybe CD 26ish? I do not know the date of CD1 off the top of my head (although I could look it up if I chose to). I do not know if I’ve ovulated.  Or when I should ovulate. I… Read More

My heart hurts. My soul is in pieces My body is no longer my own. My uterus is literally a piece of useless anatomy. . I am no longer whole. I am a stranger to myself. I am exhausted. I am beaten. . For the first time, I feel like it might be best to end this chapter. I don’t want to continue hurting. In fact, part of me knows that I… Read More