My Perfect Breakdown

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I am still fearful. I am fearful that we could end up pregnant this month and that I am not receiving the right type of care. I am fearful that if we do end up pregnant this month, we are destined to miscarry due to the impossibly low progesterone number. I will not dwell in the fear. I cannot dwell in it. I am still angry. We all assumed that I am… Read More

I’m not typically an overly grouchy person. Not to say I am an eternal optimist with sunshine radiating out of me – I am definitely not Little Ms. Sunshine. With the exception of during a miscarriage, I am pretty even keeled. (I figure during a miscarriage, when my hormones and emotions all over the place, I am allowed to be a bit nuts). Anyways, it takes a good amount to get me… Read More