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While yesterday was the actual date set aside to remember our lost babies, I decided intentionally not to write about it.  I decided to write after the day was done, not because it wasn’t on my mind all day yesterday (it was), but because I wanted to write about the day in it’s entirety.  Rather then sharing my thoughts in anticipation of the day, I wanted to share my thoughts after I… Read More

What feels like a long time ago, I wrote about my nephews.  (You may want to go back and read that post if you missed it, it sets the stage for today’s thoughts). . Part of me has always hated that I shared these thoughts. A large part of me in fact. On some levels I have felt shameful for having had these feelings towards my youngest nephew.  As I said then,… Read More