My Perfect Breakdown

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I’m having a bad day. It’s hard to explain simply, but I can easily say that the events of today have thrown my world just a bit off kilter.  Nothing is catastrophically wrong, just my faith in the world has been shaken. After years of counseling (while going through recurrent pregnancy loss), I learned that when I get stressed I move into my head.  I dwell, I worry, I think through every… Read More

Those of us who experience infertility and/or recurrent pregnancy loss often alone and at times even scared.  Our lives are dictated by medical appointments and a complete lack of long term planning.  We live in 28(ish) day cycles and two week waits.  We are in a constant hope-grieve cycle.  Hope that this cycle will work.  Grieving that the cycle didn’t.  Hoping that this pregnancy will last and result in a healthy baby. … Read More